Before I'm heading to bed, I'm here to blog about what happened exactly a week ago.....
Last Wednesday,
I woke up and I'm late for work.... so I rushed, took my towel and rush to the toilet bathe. I knew something wasn't right... But I tried my best to stay firm, out of my control, I fainted.... Unconsciously and I didn't know what happened till bf knock on the door and asked "what happened, you okay" I remembered telling him to "save me" and not sure how did I open the door, again I fainted till his mom came and asked me to sit down and rest... After awhile, I feel better. And realized I'm naked in front of his mother. So embarrassed... But would like to thanks his mom for helping me (-':
My lil faints, woke his whole family up (sorry!) Bruised here and there, recovering soon. Thankful I didn't knock on the sink else I might be admitted to hospital.... Also like to thanks my boss, I made her rush down to work at the very last min D:
I woke up and I'm late for work.... so I rushed, took my towel and rush to the toilet bathe. I knew something wasn't right... But I tried my best to stay firm, out of my control, I fainted.... Unconsciously and I didn't know what happened till bf knock on the door and asked "what happened, you okay" I remembered telling him to "save me" and not sure how did I open the door, again I fainted till his mom came and asked me to sit down and rest... After awhile, I feel better. And realized I'm naked in front of his mother. So embarrassed... But would like to thanks his mom for helping me (-':
My lil faints, woke his whole family up (sorry!) Bruised here and there, recovering soon. Thankful I didn't knock on the sink else I might be admitted to hospital.... Also like to thanks my boss, I made her rush down to work at the very last min D:
Thank god my bf was alert too, and able to hear me. Hmmm, low blood? Maybe... I'm so afraid that I will faint when I'm crossing the road.... Hoping that day won't happen, anymore.....
Moving on, today I was a lil upset. Firstly, I met 2 unreasonable customer. Asking for exchange when the item it's defected.. And somehow "threaten" me for a CASE. Ridiculous much, hope you got your karma back.
I'm so sad, but I don't know how should I explain it out. I guess it should be the last day me being this way and of course feeling this way?
How can I feel secure when you're working with all girls, and being the only guy? I know, trust issues. I just have my own insecurities, I just have my own thinking. Not what I want, now what i like too. I hate to feel this way. I hate this feeling so much. My thoughts are killing me every single night.... How I met you and many more. I wish I can go back to the past, and be the one I used to be.
It's gonna be the last time, I promised. Dear god, take away this special imaginary of mine. I just want to be happy, can I?
Till then, x
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