Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Thursday, September 27, 2012

{ keep calm and lose weight }

Strong urge to write something on this blog.... because i've spent my entire afternoon checking here and there being busy and finally it come to an end... 

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1.) I'm gg bangkok next year Feb... I know it's still damn long but yes I could save more money and bring it there? I've be wanting to go there since 454739875 years ago? I'm just kidding but yes I'm going there soon! another 4 months, don't count it, don't remind me.....  I'm going with boyfriend and celebrate our anniversary too! 4 years being together xxxx  


2.) I've been telling boyfriend that from October onwards, I'm going to jog everyday after my work. (I hate jogging among all the exercise but I had no choice) I know it's gonna be super tired... but yes i've to do it.. because I wanna slim down before my birthday which is like november!!!!! I know I can do it... need to learn to say "NO" to food.... and fast food. And no more supper... I hope I can rlly do it ... after seeing all the pretty girls and skinny girl around me, really makes me feels so depress....  So I've to think positive when I slim down 

can wear pretty dress/tops/tube on my birthday/new year/ cny/ special occasion in fact being pretty every day.. Look good being secure. Don't have to scared people staring at me. My thigh my fat arms my fat tummy and every single thing....  it's that feeling good? and when slim down, I'm able to shop and buy whatever I want in BKK don't need to be worry if i'm able to fit in the size or not.. no worries at ALL. that's my only wishes. that has been my dream forever... So dear kelly lum, tell yourself  "I can do it..." 

Everything have to start on october! dear god, please grant my wish, my advance birthday present.... I know talk is cheap, I need my action.... no gain no pain.... I need to slim down by November!!!!!!! 


it will hurt 
it will take time
it will require sacrifice 
it will require dedication
it will  require willpower
you will need to make healthy decisions
you will need to push your body to its max
there will be temptation
and days when you wanna give up but when you reach your goal

IT'S ALL WORTH 


(quotes i got in the net, keep that in mind!!!) 


lastly friends that are reading this specially boyfriend, don't feed me anymore hiak with fats food and whenever i say I'm craving for something, please confiscate my money ok? tyvm!!!!!! x



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 have been shopping at cotton on since tuesday night at vivo, i was selecting 3 tops 1 dress and 1 bra discounted items, total i thought was $35 i was ok very cheap after paying - 30% off = $24.50 for 5 items i was like omg?! 30% store wide hiakkk cheap thrills much then yesterday drag boy in to cotton on again disturbing him hiak then he got 1 shorts too and I got 2 panties 1 top 2 nail polish for freaking $0.50 and yes, today i went cotton on again to buy 5 panties... original price 11.95 per pcs then discounted $5 then again discounted $2.... so i thought it was $2 per pcs and I bought 5 i thought it was $10 ...  preparing at the counter ,  sales assistant say total $7 and I was like woahhhhh shiokkkk cheap cheap cheap and i'm thinking of going back and back again tomorrow hiak hiak


okay shall save more money la no more spending... but you know it's so cheap >:
(SHALL I GET MORE?) 


it's friday tomorrow!!!!! but I'm working on saturday after that I'm gg Jas place with Jw for stay over!! can't wait, darling gonna cook dinner for us plus maybe some baking session? can't wait for it xxxx


have a good weekends x

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

{ the way we are }


I'm glad, so glad that boy came over and sleep with me yesterday and tonight......  because it's our month- sary but well, we didn't celebrate today because we were both working but it's ok he is coming tonight! no big deal, but yeah it's our 42 months being together. How time files really,
  • from 2008 i met him, we were both working till 2009 we started dating, work and school and our relationship - manageable :) 
  • 2010 deepest shit, serving the nation.... many things happen, lesser time being together, lesser celebration, army taken everything from him... more added on with more dramas, tears and shit you guys could never imagine....  
  • 2011 i'm glad he stayed strong as ever, yes we do quarrel we say those hurtful words to each other... but  he can really hold on to it well, really.... Wallaby for 3 weeks, falls on my birthday sucky but there is still  advance celebration and actual birthday without him....without any calls but only facebook message (i'm glad)  I'm legal, started clubbing... it's turns a routine whereby 1 week, I can go 2 times. He said, clubbing will only drift us apart.... 
  • 2012  five more months to ord i'm so so happy he finally get out of it.. but on the other side, he is back to society.. working life... he will still meet people, who knows one day he will find someone better then me? I'm afraid....  he told me not to worry, trust is all i need in a relationship... 
till today, I'm glad he is showing me all his concern and love, even he is busy on the weekends he will still make time for me... trying not to neglect me. I'm happy my boy, happy 42th i love you x 
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