{ let it go }

love my new cover, so pretty!

some random selfies

had hot chocolate due to bad cramp. its killing me, i swear. Thank god its over ^^ 

random breakfast at work place, hehe.

gifts from yvonne hehe ^^  

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pandora charms + earring hehe 

with Yvonne's help! so happy x 10000000 yay 

hope this baby will stay with me forever long lasting!

happygirl aka brokegirl now >: 

xoxo. 

{ Catch up w Janet & Brenddy }

finally met up with my bbg girl :) together with brendon.... had dinner together!! 

so much fun bringing back what actually happened during secondary school day. 

chilling + chit chatting... my sunday night away! 

till then, x 

{ #keepthefaith }

Before I'm heading to bed, I'm here to blog about what happened exactly a week ago..... 

Last Wednesday,

I woke up and I'm late for work.... so I rushed, took my towel and rush to the toilet bathe. I knew something wasn't right... But I tried my best to stay firm, out of my control, I fainted.... Unconsciously and I didn't know what happened till bf knock on the door and asked "what happened, you okay" I remembered telling him to "save me" and not sure how did I open the door, again I fainted till his mom came and asked me to sit down and rest... After awhile, I feel better. And realized I'm naked in front of his mother. So embarrassed... But would like to thanks his mom for helping me (-':

My lil faints, woke his whole family up (sorry!) Bruised here and there, recovering soon. Thankful I didn't knock on the sink else I might be admitted to hospital....  Also like to thanks my boss, I made her rush down to work at the very last min D: 

Thank god my bf was alert too, and able to hear me. Hmmm, low blood? Maybe... I'm so afraid that I will faint when I'm crossing the road.... Hoping that day won't happen, anymore..... 

Moving on, today I was a lil upset. Firstly, I met 2 unreasonable customer. Asking for exchange when the item it's defected.. And somehow "threaten" me for a CASE. Ridiculous much, hope you got your karma back. 

I'm so sad, but I don't know how should I explain it out. I guess it should be the last day me being this way and of course feeling this way?  

How can I feel secure when you're working with all girls, and being the only guy? I know, trust issues. I just have my own insecurities, I just have my own thinking. Not what I want, now what i like too. I hate to feel this way. I hate this feeling so much. My thoughts are killing me every single night.... How I met you and many more. I wish I can go back to the past, and be the one I used to be. 

It's gonna be the last time, I promised. Dear god, take away this special imaginary  of mine. I just want to be happy, can I? 

Till then, x 

{ Sunday }

last sunday, 16 Feb 2014

back to running errands.... thankful for his accompanied again :) 

and we had chocolate origin cause i craving for it... 

this is so good! $5 per cup.

back to his place to settle down everything, head out to vivo for dinner! 

picnic, usually we can order more than this!! but something came thru my mind which makes me got no appetite to noms actually... but anw, here's our dinner! 

we decided to camwhore cuz i brought my mini tripod out. 

Contented & Happy. Its perfect when there's no one else, just me & you.

one of the perfect weekends i had! so much love, so much fun, so much virgin things we did, so fruitful! ☺

anyway did a #koalashake challenge cause i saw it on instagram and i don't believe it so 

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xoxo