i miss blogging so much.. I miss blogging about my weekends etc. i've no time, work > home > sleep. every since i started my new job, time is pretty precious to me. Used to sleep at 2AM, now even if i see it's 11pm, i will feel a lil frustrated haha i don't know why... then i'll count the hrs of sleep i'm having. Have to wake up every morning 6AM (like going school) squeeze with the morning crowds, which i hated. Thank god, my workplace near my place! hehe so far everything's good at work, still trying to adapt the environment and work i'm having. Kinda afraid that i'll fail the test, cuz there is so many things to memorise.... Oh well, another week till i confirm my probation period.
My next flight = 4 days later
fuck yes, the long awaited trip! My last bangkok trip were like last year? but recently there's accident happened over there :( but i rly hope that everything will be a safe & enjoyable journey for us. Praying that everything's gonna be alright!! x
after that bad incident happened, i'm rly afraid that i'll lose the one i love/the one i spent most of my time. words left un-said, things left un-do. sigh, feel so sad for A. I can feel the pain she's going thru.. and I start to imagine, what if that happen to me? Am i rly able to take it? Sigh sigh can't stop thinking about it. But I hope she'll recover rly soon and stay strong...
life's unpredictable.....
be safe my dearest friend, family, and my boyfriend.
i don't want to lose anybody, please stay with me okay? xx
with lots of love,
k